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good morning, good morning, my love
hello, my dear children, hello. how are you all? :3 i'm not dead, surprisingly, and i'm trying to force myself to write more on lj because it's been so long, and it feels so sad that everybody's almost left this site nowadays. tumblr/twitter's great, but it's just not the same as actual entries, y'know? searching through my flist used to be the highlight of my day; now, it's just trolling around whenever i remember to go check up on whatever icons are being posted. not to say that tumblr/twitter's become my highlight, now, but, it kind of is....... sigh.
anyway! how is everyone? life in college has been super exciting (not really) and super fun (quite accurate), and i've never been happier in my life. :') classes are going alright so far, not exactly top student material, but cruising by averagely along. :\ i am taking intro to drawing, philosophy of religion, intermediate french, questioning contemporary poetry, and intro to linguistic analysis this semester, and everything seems so interesting and fun so far. we'll see if this opinion changes once i battle through my first few slew of tests.
i took a recent screening test for depression and three other mental disorders, and i'm happy to say that i test relatively low for all except for anxiety (which is only around a 6, so it's not too bad); perhaps, had i taken this test three months ago, even, i would've scored a little higher and racked up a little more worry. i'm glad i'm better now.
and updating from my last post about not making friends, i have friends now! ahahaha, i finally unfurled from my perpetual potato lump stage and extended the hand of friendship to my hallmates and floormates and one other girl who's neither of those, hurrah! it's so much better, having a life with friends. :) i'd still love to make more though, ahaha. we shall see, we shall see.
a recent problem of mine that's been cropping up is my inability to stop spending money. my bank account is crying from the constant withdrawal of money, and i've no job to fill her back up, cries. i need to find some cash fast, or i'll be spending my spring semester immensely poor ;~~~;
i also bought a new jacket today; it's very pretty and soft and from target, ahahahahahhhah. >> i'm waiting for winter to come along so i can walk around in my dozen layers and scarves. (i bought new shoes too from target, and they are oh-so pretty and fasionable and i love them so much ahahahahhahahhaha)
anyway! how is everyone? life in college has been super exciting (not really) and super fun (quite accurate), and i've never been happier in my life. :') classes are going alright so far, not exactly top student material, but cruising by averagely along. :\ i am taking intro to drawing, philosophy of religion, intermediate french, questioning contemporary poetry, and intro to linguistic analysis this semester, and everything seems so interesting and fun so far. we'll see if this opinion changes once i battle through my first few slew of tests.
i took a recent screening test for depression and three other mental disorders, and i'm happy to say that i test relatively low for all except for anxiety (which is only around a 6, so it's not too bad); perhaps, had i taken this test three months ago, even, i would've scored a little higher and racked up a little more worry. i'm glad i'm better now.
and updating from my last post about not making friends, i have friends now! ahahaha, i finally unfurled from my perpetual potato lump stage and extended the hand of friendship to my hallmates and floormates and one other girl who's neither of those, hurrah! it's so much better, having a life with friends. :) i'd still love to make more though, ahaha. we shall see, we shall see.
a recent problem of mine that's been cropping up is my inability to stop spending money. my bank account is crying from the constant withdrawal of money, and i've no job to fill her back up, cries. i need to find some cash fast, or i'll be spending my spring semester immensely poor ;~~~;
i also bought a new jacket today; it's very pretty and soft and from target, ahahahahahhhah. >> i'm waiting for winter to come along so i can walk around in my dozen layers and scarves. (i bought new shoes too from target, and they are oh-so pretty and fasionable and i love them so much ahahahahhahahhaha)