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... Rant post, yes? But fear not, flist. There shall be a mighty cut so that my harsh words will not befoul your eyes. XD Or you could click away and read on. Heee.
Suuuuuuu. Apparently, I'm in a fight with this friend of mine, John.Yeah, the same one from Orchestra. And I have no idea why we're in this fight in the first place. But he refuses to talk to me except when he has to. Even then, it's a couple of words at most. And I talked to him today to see if he was still talking to me and either he ignored me completely or gave me snide answers.
... Okay then. Boy. No. Just. No. Olivia says you're not talking to me anymore since the hat incident because that was apparently "the last straw." Just no. You've lost your patience with me and my annoying habits finally? Because you've put up with me long enough and now you're not taking this shit anymore?
Boy, oh boy. You are so lucky that I don't actually curse anybody out, even when I am angry. And even though you've seen me miffed and pissed off a little a couple of times, you have not seen me angry and furious yet. No. Do not assume that I am easy meat and that you can treat me any way you want to. Never. That is the biggest mistake you will ever make in your sorry life. I am harsh, but I will not tell you this because I don't want conflict. But do not think that you're the only who's had enough with putting up with bullshit.
I don't believe you have ever considered my feelings in this matter. I have been putting up with you and treating you fairly well even after your little snotty comment about me not being your friend. I'm a forgiving person, but I don't forget things so easily. I believe in the long stretch, I have far more patience for stupidity and bull shit (especially yours) than you will ever develop. But do not think that I will confront you. Stop pushing me. Eventually, I will lash out at you and you are not going to want to hear my words.
On that matter, you are such an idiot. So insensitive to other people's feelings unless it concerns your well-being in some way or form. Indeed, I am not as close to you as Olivia or your other friends, but I deserve some respect from you. In fact, if I really look at this situation, I don't think we've ever truly been friends. Our relationship from the start was already shaky and only existent because of our mutual chosen instrument. If not for that, I don't think we would've even gotten this far.
I'm not scared of you. But I don't want to fight with you. This is too demanding and too tiring. I have limits and I don't want you to get hurt because of my words. Notice how I'm still thinking about your well-being even when I'm mad at you. That's right. I care about all my friends, no matter how close or distant we are. I don't hate you, Johnny-boy, but at this very moment, I don't really like you all too much either.
Do you know that because of this tension between us, my mood always changing when I see you? If I'm ever happy and see you, my mood instantaneously turns sour. And any extended amount of contact with you will make me a little more mad and a little less vocal. I don't want this.
Either get that stick out of your ass and start acting like a human being who actually deserves respect and kindness (which I give regardless because I'm apparently too nice to you), or get the fuck out of here. I don't want to hear you or see your sorry face.
Suuuuuuu. Apparently, I'm in a fight with this friend of mine, John.
... Okay then. Boy. No. Just. No. Olivia says you're not talking to me anymore since the hat incident because that was apparently "the last straw." Just no. You've lost your patience with me and my annoying habits finally? Because you've put up with me long enough and now you're not taking this shit anymore?
Boy, oh boy. You are so lucky that I don't actually curse anybody out, even when I am angry. And even though you've seen me miffed and pissed off a little a couple of times, you have not seen me angry and furious yet. No. Do not assume that I am easy meat and that you can treat me any way you want to. Never. That is the biggest mistake you will ever make in your sorry life. I am harsh, but I will not tell you this because I don't want conflict. But do not think that you're the only who's had enough with putting up with bullshit.
I don't believe you have ever considered my feelings in this matter. I have been putting up with you and treating you fairly well even after your little snotty comment about me not being your friend. I'm a forgiving person, but I don't forget things so easily. I believe in the long stretch, I have far more patience for stupidity and bull shit (especially yours) than you will ever develop. But do not think that I will confront you. Stop pushing me. Eventually, I will lash out at you and you are not going to want to hear my words.
On that matter, you are such an idiot. So insensitive to other people's feelings unless it concerns your well-being in some way or form. Indeed, I am not as close to you as Olivia or your other friends, but I deserve some respect from you. In fact, if I really look at this situation, I don't think we've ever truly been friends. Our relationship from the start was already shaky and only existent because of our mutual chosen instrument. If not for that, I don't think we would've even gotten this far.
I'm not scared of you. But I don't want to fight with you. This is too demanding and too tiring. I have limits and I don't want you to get hurt because of my words. Notice how I'm still thinking about your well-being even when I'm mad at you. That's right. I care about all my friends, no matter how close or distant we are. I don't hate you, Johnny-boy, but at this very moment, I don't really like you all too much either.
Do you know that because of this tension between us, my mood always changing when I see you? If I'm ever happy and see you, my mood instantaneously turns sour. And any extended amount of contact with you will make me a little more mad and a little less vocal. I don't want this.
Either get that stick out of your ass and start acting like a human being who actually deserves respect and kindness (which I give regardless because I'm apparently too nice to you), or get the fuck out of here. I don't want to hear you or see your sorry face.