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so i'm still failing calc, what else is new. i've brought my french grade up to an 87, which isn't too bad, but not good enough for my overall gpa. :| and bio's dropped down to around an 89-ish because of my last test test, which i don't feel too happy about.

overall, a normal person would be ecstatic with my current grades--except for my calc grade--and probably get into a nice school. i, on the other hand, am miserable because it's such a drop from the last three years invested in my high school career and because i'm applying to overly selective schools because i just don't know when to quit.

i really just have to make myself like binghamton. :| come on, acire, it's a good and cheap school. so what if it's dead and not an actual place you wanted to go to. be glad you're even considered. (oh the arrogance. i might not even get accepted into binghamton. why am i already talking like i was?)

basically, life sucks because everything revolves around school and i keep procrastinating from facing the inevitable workload. sigh. i was doing pretty well with my hiatus, though. then i just got lonely. :(

how are you guys?