hello, sir or madam.

you know what i hate? papers. i mean, i despise tests too, especially when all your textbook chapter reads just pile up and then you're left with barely two days to read everything and memorize a unit before the finale of your life, but god, papers. i don't care how many pages it is--one page, ten pages, five pages, thirteen pages--they're all just such a mess and menace to have to get through. my attention span is never long enough to keep myself focused on a paper from start to finish, and so it always takes me years to complete an assignment.

like take last week, for example. i had a one-paged paper, ONE PAGE and i stayed up until seven in the fucking morning trying to get myself to write that shit. and you know what? i probably finished it in less than hour when i realized the janitors were coming in and kept making nose around 6:20ish and the sky was slightly beginning to lighten. all i had to do was just buckle down and write, but instead, the majority of my time was spent in the lounge trolling tumblr and pretending that anybody was sane enough to be awake from 8PM to 7AM in the north american continent.

i think the main lesson to be taken away from this is that i need to find friends on the other side of the world and just troll them until i die.

also i have two papers due this week, one due on monday, and two tests to study for, which includes like around nine chapters to read/study from altogether in consecutive days. consecutive days holy mother of gods. somebody up there hates me, i can feel it. fucking college. fucking procrastination. fucking idjit that i am.

burns down everything.