aerogare: (stock; class has begun.)
name | acire; acirebutt; butt; acirepuu; etc.
birthday | 02.06.93
location | new york, us.
email | serenader@gmail.com
aim | greeneenvelope
tumblr | ventice
twitter | cornea
last.fm | beginstop
lj | vowel
other journal(s) | [community profile] aeroport (graphics)
aerogare: (animanga; hardly impressive.)
good morgen to all you sunshine gentility people i don't even know what i'm saying carry on carry on full stop

i am acire! nice to meet all my new friends, how are you, thank you i am splendiferous. as far as introductions go, this will be fairly short and informative because i feel like being helpful today yayayayayay.

i am acire and i am butt. i like to low-level troll people because i have no life, and i sleep when the sun comes up. i like being mean to my friends because i like them so they have to suffer, and i used to like using punctuation properly back when i had intentions of becoming a grammar nazi but those days are long gone. (those were dark times, my children.) i am relatively young compared to the rest of you spring chickens, but i am at least a college student! .........in her first year aahahahhaahha. i like occasional sporadic updates of absolute spazzing over homework or workload and my sad life of nothing but work and having pity parties of one.

i like run-ons too and keyboard smashings. if i'm productive enough, i will post icons! (don't expect anything amazing) and uh. i have an actual intro post stickied as my first journal here so uh. feel free to look at it? pffft.

but yeah, you can find me @cornea on tweeter and @ventice on tumblr. :D cheers.
-
(to lj friends, i haven't moved off completely to dw! i'm still on lj, no worries! :D just. thought i'd try dw out again ahahahah)


ALSO I JUST STARTED PLAYING PERSONA 4 AND HOLY GOD THIS GAME IS FUCKING ADDICTIVE MAN I CANNOT EVEN i spent my finals week playing this game from 5 to 5 instead of studying i have no life welp welp welp kaldsjfa;lj stuck at mitsuo's dungeon right now because i'm trying to get a kaiwan with victory cry (the impossible dream)

btw i'm still fixing up this journal okay be careful of any debris falling on you
aerogare: (asian; raise your glasses)
i'm doing an overhaul of my entire life ahahaha from lj to dw. there'll be some crossed wires, apologies. feel free to dig around? pfft
aerogare: (asian; it's too cold to stay alone.)
oh hai i actually made it on time and not hours after the actual ball drop hehehehe. i'm getting better at this (or rather, i decided to force myself to do this post at a reasonable time hehehe). i actually also did do the time capsule meme......which i never got around to posting here ahahahahahaha because i'm ridic lazy, as you all may have come to realize ffff, so uh.

THE TIME CAPSULE MEME


such last minute posting ahahaha. it's alright if you don't get to it, :'), god knows i've been poking at sophia with hot pokers for so long and she still hasn't gotten to it SIGHSIGHSIGH

anyway, my reviews of 2011, leggo. i left myself resolutions at [livejournal.com profile] ventice because the last time i was here on lj was when i was in my 'hiatus to end all hiatuses' that wasn't really a hiatus since i was still on lj but not on my main account (blah blah blah blah i suffered blah blah blah whatever), but anyway, i left them there and i don't feel like going back there to get it so. uh. ffff

2011 wasn't the greatest of years, the first half especially, since i was still entrapped in the hellhole we call high school. the second half was better since i absconded off to college which was like a dream for me, the work nights not included. but the wonderfulness of college does not erase the first half of 2011 which shall forever be seared in my traumatic memories sobsobosb lol.

here's to the new year, babe. i resolve to do my work on time, study, and get better grades (I MADE DEAN'S LIST OMIGOD DID I TELL YOU GUYS I WAS SO EXCITED WHEN I FOUND OUT BECAUSE I THOUGHT I'D BEEN PULLING STRAIGHT BS ALL SEMESTER aahhahahahhahaha) and not troll tumblr all the time. also, i resolve to keep my wallet on a tighter lease and stop online shopping like it's 1999.

cheers,
acire :*
aerogare: (game; pulling my head apart omg stress)
WHAT.

THE.

EVER.

LOVING.

FUCK.

LJ.
aerogare: (stock; it rides upon us.)
day five: lol i just slept the entire day really. um, we went on a late-late-late night walk and had delicious wings :3
day six: more wings! also started on my final piece for my final project, even though the picture is giving me such grief right now ughaksldjf;alkjsd, but i feel utterly satisfied with the fact that i was semi-productive today, ahahaha.

tomorrow, i shall finish all my journals and work on my linguistics shiznit and retrieve my phone which i'd left in sage, ahahah stupid!acire. sigh. |D

ulululuuu

Dec. 9th, 2011 05:30 am
aerogare: (asian; it's too cold to stay alone.)
day three: i had sushi for lunch! and it was delicious, ahahahah.
day four: honestly? nothing really made me very happy because i was just so sleepy most of the day, sigh. but, uh, i did actually finish one of my journal entries for writing class, and i have the rest of the six set up, with journal two almost completed, so that made me happy too. also! i got my linguistics test back, and i didn't fail, whooo! :D

need to go to post office tomorrow to buy stamps, sigh. also, must get to sage and work on third piece for stupid final project, and then get working on those 20-something surveys that i have to print out and have others do, sigh. life is so difficult during finals week. let's not even talk about the shit i have to study for, or the rest of the writing assignments i still have to work on, ahahahahaha.

/dies
aerogare: (stock; it rides upon us.)
Day 2 of happiness (even though it's technically already day three but it's like four in the morning so)!

Um, I took my second linguistics midterm, and I don't know how I did, but I got my homework back and it was a 90! WHOOOOOO ahahahahah yes, such a small thing, but it really did brighten me up a for a while, hah hah.

I have so much to do this week it's not even funny I dislike the end of the semester for the shitload of work left to do ughaklsdfja;
aerogare: (game; swoon baby.)
The rules are that for 8 days you have to post something that made you happy that day.

tagging: anybody who's in need of a little happiness these days because lj's been kind of quiet these days, hasn't it? i pledge to try and keep this up for an entire week and a day, aha.


what made me happy today? well, it's the beginning of the day, so...... we'll see? ahaha, cop-out answer, teehee. what made me happy earlier today was sharing wings with cody, and then going on a little walk to shake out the sleepiness from my being.
aerogare: (asian; it's too cold to stay alone.)
it's almost christmas time, guys! i am very excited, hah hah, for my one month break whooooo. just have to get through my classes and my exams ughughgu all this writing and shit, what is college. but this is really just minimal complaining because i still love college so far and i am deliriously happy. :)

we went ice-skating today, my friends and i, and it was amazing, going back on the ice and just finding my feet again. the shoes hurt like a bitch, though, and the blades were rather dulled, but that feeling of flying through the air just almost and on a surface so glassy smooth just overtakes you, y'know? it was a blast to rediscover my icelegs again, ahah. i watched pooja take her first steps on the ice, and then watched her fall repeatedly. :3 i fell once, but because i was trying to crouch down, and i just lost my balance ahahahaha. figures that i would be the only one to fall while standing still pffft.

i held onto alex's hand today, and i don't know, it was rather awkward for me? those feelings aren't there anymore, and i can never tell with him at all because he's just naturally so flirty with people. it's just...weird now because my feelings are 98% done, and i just don't really care anymore? cody suggested he walk with me to starbucks on our way back, and i was just like, wow, cody, really? way to be so subtle. and, alex just smiled and offered, and i just did not want to refuse him, i'm sorry, i'm so sorry. i wish jordan could've been there for him.

but other than that, i had such a fun time today. i'm so glad that college has been so wonderful to me because i was never like this in high school. it's so freeing becoming this happy.

also, i've been listening to iu's 'you and i' since it came out and i cannot stop. at. all. it's just so goooood, and i keep getting these random nostalgic feelings? this girl is amazing, i can't even.

anyway, christmas cards anyone? i promise i will actually send them this time because i actually have the time! :D leave a comment, 'kay? or i'll just hunt you down like a dog hehehehehehe. *comments will be screened for your privacy, yay!
aerogare: (asian; it's too cold to stay alone.)
hello, my dear children, hello. how are you all? :3 i'm not dead, surprisingly, and i'm trying to force myself to write more on lj because it's been so long, and it feels so sad that everybody's almost left this site nowadays. tumblr/twitter's great, but it's just not the same as actual entries, y'know? searching through my flist used to be the highlight of my day; now, it's just trolling around whenever i remember to go check up on whatever icons are being posted. not to say that tumblr/twitter's become my highlight, now, but, it kind of is....... sigh.

anyway! how is everyone? life in college has been super exciting (not really) and super fun (quite accurate), and i've never been happier in my life. :') classes are going alright so far, not exactly top student material, but cruising by averagely along. :\ i am taking intro to drawing, philosophy of religion, intermediate french, questioning contemporary poetry, and intro to linguistic analysis this semester, and everything seems so interesting and fun so far. we'll see if this opinion changes once i battle through my first few slew of tests.

i took a recent screening test for depression and three other mental disorders, and i'm happy to say that i test relatively low for all except for anxiety (which is only around a 6, so it's not too bad); perhaps, had i taken this test three months ago, even, i would've scored a little higher and racked up a little more worry. i'm glad i'm better now.

and updating from my last post about not making friends, i have friends now! ahahaha, i finally unfurled from my perpetual potato lump stage and extended the hand of friendship to my hallmates and floormates and one other girl who's neither of those, hurrah! it's so much better, having a life with friends. :) i'd still love to make more though, ahaha. we shall see, we shall see.

a recent problem of mine that's been cropping up is my inability to stop spending money. my bank account is crying from the constant withdrawal of money, and i've no job to fill her back up, cries. i need to find some cash fast, or i'll be spending my spring semester immensely poor ;~~~;




i also bought a new jacket today; it's very pretty and soft and from target, ahahahahahhhah. >> i'm waiting for winter to come along so i can walk around in my dozen layers and scarves. (i bought new shoes too from target, and they are oh-so pretty and fasionable and i love them so much ahahahahhahahhaha)
aerogare: (stock; it rides upon us.)
it's true it's true, guys guys i am finally free from that bane of my existence high school ksjdalfkjsdlk;jfaaj;fs \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/

prom's this friday and graduation ceremony sunday, but i'll be attending the latter because i don't give a fuck about prom~ lol. but i've been free for two weeks now since i don't have any finals (one of the only few perks of taking ten thousand aps), so i thought i'd drop by and say hi. i realize i've been dead for a while again sorry :( but i'm here now! also, i'm just lazy, so. >> heh.

i haven't really much to say, honestly. nothing interesting has happened in the past month i've been absent on lj-- oh wait, i got a new puppy! lol, forgot about that ffff. her name's jettson, and she's around two months old. she likes to bite things and excrete waste (liquid and solid) in the house where she's not supposed to.

and she smells. a ridiculously-edited picture of my puppy. )

oh, and i finished that icon battle i forced sophia into a while ago. i haven't pimped out my shit for a while now, so i'm going to satisfy my ego by doing so right now.



(go forth and feed my ego kekeke!)

hikago day!

May. 5th, 2011 03:14 pm
aerogare: (Default)

koinobori
Originally uploaded by nippongraphica
happy may fifth!
aerogare: (asian; it's too cold to stay alone.)

rest in peace, dearly beloved. while others may think me creepy for this, i think you deserve a eulogy nonetheless for your regrettably short life. you were always my favorite boychilde, rascally and dog-like in your mannerisms. i shall miss you. you were a unique cat; you'd follow me like a puppy, eat scraps right off the table, rub your face (and TEETH UGH JONAH REALLY) into mine when you want to be petted, step all over my body (my boobs still ache okay), sleep on my books while i do homework, and gnaw on my pens like chew toys. you'd run after me to get to my room first, paw at my door and meow at ungodly hours because you want to be let in, sleep in my closet when you felt lonely, and sleep on my blankets when you didn't. i love you dearly, and i only wish you could've lived a longer life. i'm sorry. ♥

04/11/11

maybe i'll see you in a dream some day.
aerogare: (game; pulling my head apart omg stress)


ngel, i've been feeling like shit since thursday, ffff. i'm getting better, but at times when it gets too quiet in my head, i just. feel like the biggest loser in the world. and want to curl into myself and just cry. 8| sighing kasjdklahkla;jklsajakhsa

stupid acire.
aerogare: (asian; it's too cold to stay alone.)
so while duke's website remains douchey and stupid, i have the rest of my results up, and i'm in a neutral state at this point. sigh. (edit: duke's results are up!)

my final score is as follows:
  • four acceptances
  • five rejections
  • three waitlists
  • one disappointed acire, which is to be expected
and so, my final thoughts. i'm not that upset at the ivies, it's to be expected since i was competing with tens of thousands of kids across the country and internationally. i was most upset at my top choice, but that's also to be expected since one does not take to rejection by her top school easily. the waitlists were pretty surprising, and at first, gratifying. now, it's just upsetting to see that i'm neither here nor there at those schools. i don't really see my waitlists changing to acceptances, not with the way my final grades are progressing, so there's no point in that. on a side note, i wish there could've been at least one more waitlist so that my list of accepts, rejects, and waits would be all evenly split. :( stupid duke. so, i'm down to my four acceptances, and my only real choices are binghamton (which is good on the wallet), emerson (which has an interesting major that i might explore should i ultimately choose speech pathology), and urochester (which is where my cousin goes right now). most likely, i shall choose urochester, although emerson likes to rear its little head sometimes and butt me towards boston. binghamton, i'm just not too thrilled about, because although sunys cost less, it's just so dead of a 'city.'

my final decision is almost entirely urochester. we'll see once they send me financial aid shit--or if they ever decide to send me any at all. it's been a horrible ride on this college rollercoaster of hell. i'm glad to be off it finally, but i wish i could've come out with something more gratifying that what i have. i shouldn't begrudge what i have though. at least i got in somewhere.

i don't want to study for calc. :|
aerogare: (game; pulling my head apart omg stress)
pulling an almost all-nighter for my final research paper. however, that's still not enough time to get it done. so i've apparently decided to skip school again. just so you know, it actually kills me to skip, but i see no better option right now, okay.

i'm a horrible student.

here's my horrible face, saying how horrible i feel for being such a horrible student.
warning: very ugly and grainy face behind this cut. proceed with caution. )
aerogare: (book; the boy who wasn't.)
hah hah hah hah hah.
i got rejected from my top choice.
ngl, i feel really shitty and incredibly disappointed right now, but idk if you guys want to hear anymore about my college woes. i've been basically talking about nothing else, so i know it's annoying to see all the time, sorry. :(

i'm done now.
aerogare: (asian; hello hello boy-o poy-o.)
that's what you call it right? signal boosting? /so lost and confused; and i've been here for like five or so years. 8| anyway.

help japan donation page
or
facebook event for help japan


signal boosting for rella here whose uni japan student association is trying to bring together a relief fund that will be forwarded 100 percent to the miyagi prefectural government! and if you happen to be friends with her, she's willing to donate graphics, fic, or layouts for your donations over here!

also, [livejournal.com profile] help_japan auctions have begun, guys! go on and bid on food, graphics, arts, music, whatever they're offering for aid for japan! :')

EDIT: [livejournal.com profile] kipling's just opened up her post so that anyone can request from her after donating, guys! so if you guys donate, come on down here to request some nice icons, layouts (she makes really really really awesome layouts, guys, okay), or fic! :D


.....did i do it right? ;A;
aerogare: (asian; it's too cold to stay alone.)
Comment to this entry:

- I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can get to know you better.
- Update your journal with the answers to the questions.
- Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions.

1) What is your favorite kind of juice? Fruit? Idk, I don't drink juice very often. Mum doesn't like to buy it for us since she says there's too much sugar in it. :| I had this really nice coconut milk once in China before?
2) You get to organize an online friend meet-up. Where is everybody getting together? Depends, I suppose. If we were in NY, then probably somewhere in the city? Maybe at the park, lawl.
3) Do you wear makeup? Nope. Not even basic foundation or eyeliner. I'm all natural, ahahaha. Maybe when I'm older? Lmao.
4) Vote three fruits and/or vegetables out of the human diet. I don't care much for Brussels sprouts, bitter gourd, or durian.
5) What kind of shoes do you own? Bright red Converse hightops. Lawl. I used to have a pair of blue Chucks, but they grew too ratty, and Mummy eventually threw them out. >:( I spent years breaking those shoes in, from walking around in Disney to consecutive years of tennis camp to walking around in China. Tch.

So, guys. How are you, lawl. I've been drifting in and out since I came back from Europe with my school. :( Lost motivation to do anything, really. So, clearly, school's been a bitch. Got my first regular decision back from WUSTL on Friday, sigh. Stuck in limbo forever, it seems. Now I'm all on the edge for the rest of my decisions. :( I liked it better when I didn't really care about them coming. Sob. But that's such a lie, whatever. And now, we've just lost an hour to daylight's saving, those bitches. Guh.

Japan makes me so worried. :\

Profile

aerogare: (Default)
acocococorn

September 2014

S M T W T F S
 1234 56
78910111213
14151617181920
21222324252627
282930    

Style Credit

Syndicate

RSS Atom
Page generated Jun. 12th, 2025 01:18 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags